First Day Back

Today was my first day back to work and it actually went really good!  I had my breakdown last night until midnight and it didn't help that while I was attempting to cut Cooper's fingernails, he moved on me and I accidently cut his skin. I cried, he cried, it was all a mess.  But, we both survived.  :)  My saving grace at work today was all of the other mothers that I work with and it helped that I took many, many pictures of my baby boy.  But, I still wish I could stay home and raise him.  I think I'll always wish this, but I know I have to continue to work.  Still, I can always hope.  :)